Monday, March 31, 2008

Procrastination... the sum of my life's work.

Well... I realize that if you read the blog directly below this one, you will see that I promised many blogs and much love and a great year this year. As of yet, not too many of those promises have come to fruition. (I love that word) Anyhow, as the title reads, it turns out I have found a talent. I firmly believe that it is by no means a good talent, perhaps even one I should bury so as to not let it multiply. However, when your good at something, it does kinda make you feel good.
School is coming to an end in one short week and I am finding myself at the end of a fuse burning very fast. Its not a good feeling, and I hate that I always back myself down into these nice stress sessions. Therefore, I am trying to resolve to do my work when I can do it slow and produce a much better product. I guess it is possible, I just struggle with doing stuff before I have to, maybe it something that has been ingrained in me since my youth, or perhaps its just a recent occurrence. But it is something I want to remedy. School this semester has been ok, not too hard, and I have managed to work out most of my problems and things seem to be going quite well, so I cant complain. my love life this semester has been basically non existent, but that too has been somewhat intentional. I am working on that as well. to quote C.S. Lewis, its not progression if we are moving forward on the wrong road. I guess thats just a quick update. Hope all is well, and that everyone is having a wonderful time getting ready for summer.